Monday, August 30, 2004
another thing i saw when reading my senior's testimonial..
ending your life is not going to solve your problems, but to create more problems for those around you. yes, you can say you are gone and no more worries. that's not true...

spoke at : 8/30/2004 07:29:00 PM

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Bonds are created when all of you are suffering together
i received an sms from eddie ytd.. he said tat the juniors r hosting a bbq at east coast.. so glad 2 hear tat sia.. i can mit my buddies once again.. hmm.. i'm looking forward 2 it.. then got another fren, wenting.. she going 2 taiwan le.. on thursday sia. so fast T.T haven ask her out for a chat..
frens come n go.. *sigh*

then alot of things just cant b like last time.. we suffered, laughed, talked abt almost anything in red cross room.. esp eddie, joke everything 1.. now every1 is bz wif their own work, hardly got time to get together again.. maybe engkee was right in wat he typed in his blog......
"Bonds are created when all of you are suffering together."

spoke at : 8/30/2004 06:54:00 PM

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Sunday, August 29, 2004
Something which makes sense..
if life appears to be unpleasant and meaningless, go see an eye specialist and then take a closer look again.

the greatest pleasure i know is to do a gd action by stealth and to haven it found out by accident.

if you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.

These r some sentence i found in some bks when i was reading in MPH.. i like them very much, i tink they make sense n i wanna share them wif u ppl..



spoke at : 8/29/2004 01:52:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
RainY DaY
its raining again.. =\ 2day labtest tink can pass ba, hehe.. long time nv finish 1st liao. 2day i did it! yay.. chong started his blog page le. hmm.. must teach him how to design his blog sometime. those basic 1 la, no time for those complicated type.. mood kinda gd 2day.. maybe bcos of the lab test ba. tat kinda feeling was those long lost type. i felt there's still hope like tat.. lolx.. just now just sort of made a new fren, jane. hahaz, dunno she consider me as a fren not leh.. lolx.. jane, if u were seeing tis, pls leave a msg or something. she's tall man, 178cm! wah lao eh..abit shocking to hear tat. almost as tall as me! hahaz.. anyway nice knowing her. my eyes are hurting again. damn it.. tink gonna stop here.. cannot take it liao..
*may diligence b wif me..

spoke at : 8/25/2004 09:58:00 PM

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another song to intro again man..

zhang zhi chen - so far away (feat. Chen Qi Xuan)

i simply love duet type of songs..

argh.. so bz tis days.. lab test, proj, assignments, exams.. damn it man.. then my headaches continued. My chest feeling kinda wierd today, haix.. T.T pls.. i dun wanna go hosp again. Now it still hurts a little inside. i'm so worried now. everytime reaching exam period alot of bad things will happen de since i came to poly, hope tis time nth bad will occur. but i got a bad feeling it will.. Y y y..? nobody noes not even me.. Mystery..

spoke at : 8/25/2004 12:38:00 AM

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Monday, August 23, 2004
life goes on....
here's another chinese song i wanna intro to u ppl

zhang zhi chen - bao you wo

i quite like it la.. hope u ppl like it too.. can get from me wor.. lastly just to remind u tat D/Ling is a crime! Support ORIGINAL, stop PIRACY! hehex..

another person said i very slack again. -.-" hahaz, wth.. dunno y ppl like to refer me as a slacker? then tink whole class failed tat lab test conducted 2day. it was damn hard lor, router commands super long, how too memorize. but leh i got confident wun get zero. hehex.

wonder when can i do sports? -.- anyway no mood ba, must concentrate on exam. hope i can do it. now is week 8, then nx week is week 9. then holiday then exam le. but then still abit distracted dunno by wat. i kept having headache n shoulder ache tis days. wrist hurts too.. damn it man.. i already cut down alot on playing games liao lor still like tat. even now, everything hurts! argh!!

2day c my classmates all get together play soccer! its just like yr 1 tat time.. so fun.. although everytime i just sat at 1 corner watched them play. i can feel the fun too n sometimes they'll do stupid things which ended up making all of us laughing. still remember last time whole class went play wc3, CS, arcade, pool, ktv. honestly i admit i wasnt really close with them n sometimes i hate their attitude towards ppl n things but i nv regret knowing them in my poly life. they were still nice n helpful. w/o them i surely wun open up n learn to accept n know more ppl or strangers. i just wanna say thanks to u guys for everything. ^^

then last sat i went to yip's house. yip ate mac n got a free mouse pad. he gave it to me. thx yip.. the mouse pad abit plain la. hahaz, where got ppl free gift make nice nice to u 1 rite? bo pian, yip use optical mouse no nid mouse pad 1 so he gave me. then borrowed a game programming bk from him cos there might b a chance i need tat bk when doing my final yr proj.

hmm, nth more to type le.. listening to my mp3s now.. boring.. whole house like no ppl like tat..
*i sense a disturbance in the force..*

spoke at : 8/23/2004 08:10:00 PM

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Friday, August 20, 2004
sucking sucker sucked suck sucks
wah lan eh.. sibei sian ar.. tis 2 days mood like shit. dunno y. everything like all work work work work.. heng 2day finally my fyp supervisor approved my group's idea liao. *phew* wasted so much time sia. maybe he too picky liao. then by rite 2day grace jio me n chong watch movie 1. in the end leh, cancelled.. like tio dua sia cos i waited very long liao lor but nvm ba.. forget it. time isnt rite ba. now faster chiong my projs n assignments most likely is my 1st priority but then no mood do proj leh.. haix.. tis days got angry very easily sia, tink too stressed liao. then i super bo liao go friendster add ppl's testimonials for fun. nth to destress me man.. now having a slight headache summore the stupid weather so cold then raining sia. cant the weather b better?

spoke at : 8/20/2004 04:05:00 PM

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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
jack.in.the.box
yay, i'm home.. 2day pon last 2 lessons of lecture.. ops.. shh.. dun tell ppl.. so tired man, my eyelids r so heavy but i manage to keep them open though. O_O hahaz.. ber called just now to tell me he going to pon last lesson. i told him i already at home liao, he pengz sia.. keke.. the morale is to tell u always to b 1 step ahead of ppl. thank u, thank u. "didi, meimei zhai xue xiao bu yao xue wor, ying wei korkor you lian guo wor.."

ytd finally found an old fren tat nv contact for yrs on msn.. her name is wenting. got chance must ask her go cos she said she's going overseas to study le.. ard sept i tink, so fast sia. anyway she said she became fatter le, wahaha, must oso take the chance c how fat she is now cos last time she quite pretty 1.

finally my final yr proj got its future liao. i tot will stuck there. thx to my group members, haw ming aka GHOUL n ruixiang aka PORKY. they tot of a new proj tat can work 1. hopefully we'll b able to finish it up ba. MST ard the stupid corner liao, which means burning midnight oil period is near. bloody sianz.

then 2day just received another proj to do.. sian 1/2.. but nvm heng not lab test cos i dunno anything due to the 3weeks+ period slacking at home. but then lab test 1day can finish liao, faster leh. teacher said by rite is lab test 1 but they change it to a proj so can group wif ppl easier to do. haix, an wei ppl only.deadline in 1mth period. praying hard can finish on time w/o any problems. then nx week lab tests all coming liao.. siao liao la. here comes the pain!! argh.. T.T May diligence b wif me.

Jack.in.the.box signing out..

spoke at : 8/17/2004 03:36:00 PM

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Sunday, August 15, 2004
-.-
ytd went yip's house watch naruto 94th episode cos nth to do at home.. then we played dota wif my classmates. so zhun i in bnet then they msg mi ask mi play wif them. then the whole game me n yip played together. ownage sia. haha.. help my ally to kio hero kills.. then our hero was xtremely rich.. hahaha.. then at nite we went to eat roti prata for our dinner. then i went home le. then tis morning i broke my old specs cos ytd laying at bed there then fallen aslp, 4got to take off my spec. then tis morning my palm pressed on it then i heard a "crack" sound.. lolx. long time no broke my specs le.. only last time small small age then will broke my specs. heng i got a spare 1. tink sooner or later nid to make a new 1 ba.. 2day my frens seem all occupied.. play bball, watch fireworks, etc.. sms them oso no reply =\ then msn only got 1 person online only.. so sian ar. wat to do man.....

spoke at : 8/15/2004 02:52:00 PM

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Friday, August 13, 2004

tis is my pet hamster.. lolx.. cute?? Posted by Hello

spoke at : 8/13/2004 11:03:00 PM

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me n grace at parkway yoshinoya Posted by Hello

spoke at : 8/13/2004 10:44:00 PM

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at parkway yoshinoya.. Posted by Hello

spoke at : 8/13/2004 10:38:00 PM

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chong n michelle at PS long john.. Posted by Hello

spoke at : 8/13/2004 10:33:00 PM

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recently bought skin swatch watch.. Posted by Hello

spoke at : 8/13/2004 10:29:00 PM

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movies, songs, etc..
firstly there'r some chinese songs i would like to recommend..

jay zhou
- qi li xiang
- jie kou
- ge qian
- yuan you hui

zhang zhi chen
- mo ri zhi lian
- hen xiang ni
- chong fan ji mo

hope u ppl like it.. can d/l from mi oso.. D/ling is PIRACY, is a CRIME! So support ORIGINAL! *applause!*

ytd went to NUH remove stitches cum checkup.. everyting seems fine though.. after 3mths must go back checkup again.. after tat went to paipai wif my mum.. saw an old man outside the temple.. dunno y he was there. he was in those kind of ambulance bed lor. so crowded n smoke was all over.. he shouldnt b there lor or atleast in an oxygen mask or sumthing rite? hmm.. though i'm free tinker but still prayed for safety, maybe if can, bless mi find a nice gf, etc.. haha, no harm mah..

2day sch was a short day. so went suntec walk walk wif weiwei n chong.. ate subway food.. 1st time sia, tink not bad la. then weiwei jio watch 'collateral'. it was long since the last time i caught a show so i agree. enjoyed abit la.. out of 10 i gave tat show a 5.. not really gd tat show but was kinda funny.. keke.. then chong n weiwei bought their shirt for the coming presentation they have.

while walking n lazing ard suntec, some lame question struck me. *argh.. fall dead.. jk.. the question was wat will happen when i'm old.. there's 1 humji thing for sure tat i noe abt mi. i'm afraid of death.. hahaz.. dun wan so fast die leh, so many tings haven do, etc.. but then live too long later got all sort of illnesses.. then u'll b tinking heaven must b torturing u. maybe die earlier better hor? i tink tat sometimes life seems so simple but yet so complicated. u nv noe wat's coming.. like wat happened to me.. 2mths lungs collasped 3 times.. i was tinking, "wat the heck? critical damage. oh my god, oh my buddha.. !@#$%^&*". like playing game then got own by ppl continuously.. it was painful n i was sad but i dunno y i din cry. not saying im strong not wat cos honestly i'm not strong neither emotionally or physically. i tink life still has to go on n it did..

next found tat i'm finally back in sch again.. missed 3 labs for each of the subjects n 1 quiz.. then in 2 weeks time lab tests r coming. damn it man. so many things to handle but i just cant b bothered.. but everything was 1 shot all pouring on me like buckets of water.. so stressful sia. plus fyp haven started doing yet.. dunno how sia.. T.T Now life again was like b4.. wat should i say.. only 1 word to describe, scheduled.. do tis, do tis, do tat.. blah blah blah.. wtf man.. only 1 thing tat's gd tat is time passed by kinda fast. but it bring me nearer n nearer to exams, to my fyp deadline, to my bday (911), to old age.. tis r some of the bad things happening now..argh.. i going under man.. y yr3 like tat.. so suay, so screwed up, so unbelievable, so fucked up! most imptly yr3 sux!! !@#$%^&* to tis yr man..

sometimes when i started tinking abt ppl like my frens which i tink i only got a few.. life seems abit better wif them ard "except sch life". tis leads me tink of jiaqian aka milk(energy). i'm not familiar wif him but all tis mths knowing tis guy, felt tat he makes a gd fren. alvin was a nice fren too but crapping all the time, always say himeself handsome -.- yip leh.. needless to say.. he's always there. still got alot, cant list out all. and sadly reminds me of weiliang. saw him lately on sunday. frankly he had always been a very gd fren indeed who really put frens in the 1st place. it was all my fault last time. last time i was childish 2 the xtreme. take words n things too hard. Or else we wun b like tat le ba. haiz, feel abit guilty oso. i was tinking tat we'r all grown-up ppl, some things we should forgive n forget. but maybe sometings we really cant ba. or maybe i wasnt worth having tat chance. there's no turning back now not even a red light for ya 2 stop. u just kept accelerating like a car as if the brakes were spoilt. i still remembered tat time he n zion quarrelled. he was ignoring zion. i was so sad tat time n so was zion. i dun wan him to ignore zion lor. zion needed him badly. i tried to help though i noe its useless. i wasnt even a fren to him tat time i tink. i cried n cried for 3days in sch or at home. dunno for wat. morever i dun wan zion to feel wat i felt b4 lor. i asked yip 4 help. but dunno wat happened, weiliang suddenly walk out of our lifes. gone.. MIA.. he's a fren to treasure, a true fren but i just din noticed until he left. T.T

then u always heard ppl said tat they'r slackers themselves.. but i'm diff.. in sch i was told tat i slacked too much.. my frens asked me buckle up all tat.. maybe i'm really a slacker ba.. anyway, they men no harm so i dun blame them actually. i really started some changes in me. i started doing tutorials b4 hand all tat but my health problem pulled me down alot.. i was beginning to tink tat i'm far behind now.. way too far behind.. T.T so many things to handle.. wondering if things can b like in the matrix.. use the hp then shout, "OPERATOR, I NEED AN EXIT!".. then u picked up a public phone n "poof!".. u disappeared.. got into another place, escaped from troubles..

going to end now.. once again.. !@#$%^&* to tis yr.. tis is jackson.. checking out..




spoke at : 8/13/2004 07:52:00 PM

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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
im back? =\
im back to sch le.. heng today was a short day. 11am ended liao. hehe. went back home bathed le straight away toh liao. slp slp slp slp until 6pm then woke up which is awhile ago. damn tired. dunno y. so lucky sia, missed so many days of sch only got 1 quiz only. then as for my final yr proj leh, i tink siao already. my team members got scolded by the supervisor. *omg wat to do, wat to do..
then tmr nid to wake up early again go NUH remove stitches n checkup, nid to endure needle like pain again.. sian.. btw few days ago, i went to watch the 2nd round of fireworks. damn nice man. should have brought my camera there. so crowded too. i 9pm reached city hall still must wait until 9.45pm then got space for mi to take mrt home. din even have a place to eat man.. suntec n even funan oso full of ppl.. though abit regret going cos too crowded but i enjoyed my day. tink gonna end here.. *Opertator! Gimme an exit!..

spoke at : 8/11/2004 06:23:00 PM

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Thursday, August 05, 2004
another boring day..
im still at home "recuperating".. nv felt so weak b4 in my life.. sibei sian.. ytd nite play wc3 again.. Ffa wif yip n kelvin.. kelvin so pro 1, crushed me n yip.. maybe i lousy ba.. no talent. play until tis morning 3am+ then slp.. hmm, 2day morning woke up got a feeling tat when i go back to sch something bad gonna happen n will becum very bz.. already very suay tis few mths liao, wonder when is it going to go away. haix.. miss alot of things oso. miss my frens. miss ktv, pool, bball, shopping.. hope i can have a gd start when i get back to sch.. =|



spoke at : 8/05/2004 02:55:00 PM

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Monday, August 02, 2004
(n______________________n)
Hmm.. a cold n damn boring day.. Whole day either playing wc3 or listening 2 my mp3s. Dunno wat to do. Wondering can i go back 2 sch earlier, tis yr can struggle thru or not, will my lungs collasped again or not, wanna quit play bball,etc.. *Sigh* Anyway 2day there was a few things i found out online which made me lighten up abit.. Hehe..

1) Jay releasing new album!! Not sure when will it b oput in Sg. i d/led the 1st song "Qi Li Xiang".. Not bad sia, i kinda like it. Its a love song if i'm not abt it. Starting the music sounds nice. After a few sec i tink it got abit wierd, sounded like chinese opera. After tat, Everything sounded gd. But then leh other songs still dunno nice or not. Looking forward to tat album.

2) During my stay in NUH, i made frens wif 2 ladies there. They were both student nurses, Lynn n Yaqi. Got their emails b4 i was discharged 2 keep in contact wif them. Few days ago just sent them each an email n i received their reply 2day Ü . Both were nice ppl but my impression of Lynn was better, dunno y leh. I remembered there was once my mum was talking 2 Lynn. She praised Lynn for dunno wat thing la which i forgotten.. Seldom saw her praising ppl de lor. Wondering if there's a chance for me to ask Lynn out.
*Dream on jack..*



spoke at : 8/02/2004 08:41:00 PM

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Name: Jackson Wee
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