Drifting Away

Saturday, November 27, 2004

my results..

i m still as consistent, still getting Cs n Ds, lolx.. got a feeling might get a B for negotiation skills 1 but dunno y suddenly the grading system changed. n i got a C+ instead. haha, nevertheless C+ to me is quite a gd grade. my highest hope was on negotiation skills too n w/o fail its the best among my subjects.

Network Management = C (60 to < 65)
Negotiation Skills = C+ (65 to < 70)
Wireless Networking = D (50 to < 55)
Final Yr Proj = D (50 to < 55)
Embedded System = D (50 to < 55)
Object Oriented Design N Progamming = D (50 to < 55)
Computer Network Security = D- (Subsidiary Pass)

its a mircale i passed Computer Network Security.. so tyco..

spoke at : 11/27/2004 01:05:00 AM

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Friday, November 26, 2004

Zzzzz

today woke up quite early.. my sis called me wake up 1, ask me bring her c doc.. tink she got chicken pox oso.. lolx.. now i very tired sia, kept yawning. very sian. ytd went to play LAN wif my frens.. then go eat after tat go home le. maybe got time ask them go watch movie ba, long time nv watch le oso..

i go d/l my things liaoz.. cya..

spoke at : 11/26/2004 01:42:00 PM

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

i passed my exams!!

today woke up at 9.30am resumed my d/ls.. then slpt awhile more to 10.30am. then suddenly yip jio go darren's house format his new com n install OS for him.. ber oso went.. now then i noe he duno how to format com.. i always tot his sch got teach.. but i was wrong! then ber left his win XP cd at his house for him to practice .. lolx..

sian sia.. nth to do now.. tis few days still kept raining.. very cold at nite.. tis morning exam results out le.. i passed all subjects! but then my results sux, same as last yr Cs n Ds again. but luckily i passed la, i expected i'll fail 2 subjects 1 but i passed.. then now must get ready for attachment liao ba.. anyway i m not happy n not disappointed in my results cos i worked hard 1 all got C, roughly studied 1 all got D.. hahaz.. i earn wat i got la then summore expected to fail 2 subjects n yet i passed.. not bad liao la.. no regrets..

spoke at : 11/24/2004 11:36:00 PM

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darren's new comp

GeForce4 FX 5500 256RAm 8x AGP - mine is GeForce 4 FX 5700 256RAM 8x AGP.. slightly newer n abit better.. keke..
120Gb - hard disk
1.0gb - RAM (he bought 2 sets of 512RAM)
P4 3.0Ghz - Speed
Samsung Cd writer - which confirm is faster than mine
A fairly nice casing wif 3 fans - wow my casing dun even has fans. (for reducing heat)

he used back old speaker n monitor..

spoke at : 11/24/2004 11:22:00 PM

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

another day at home..

Hajimemashite!!

today woke up at 8am.. switched on my com, started my d/l then went back to slp.. lolx! ytd too late slp le. woke up for the sake for starting the d/ls, early start early finish mah. haha..

at home zou bo waiting for my d/ls to finish. then very sian today oso. btw i d/led the whole album of a band '12 Stones'.. eh, not bad sia.. maybe u ppl nv heard their songs b4 ba.. but those who listen Daredevil OST should noe them ba. their song in the Daredevil OST nice sia. tat's y i decide to find their album n d/l.. c whether itz as nice or not. after listening, i wasnt disappointed. or should i say heng i nv waste my time d/ling tat album. i dunno how to describe their kind of music leh, tink is those 'metal' type la. hope u ppl noe who i talking abt. =x

then dunno y today lay on bed, closed my eyes cos facing com too long liao. eyes pain.. then suddenly dunno y i tink of a game.. need for speed.. haha, then started to imagine racing.. like very shiok sia. 1day i'm going to find tat game to play maybe go buy or u guys got? lend me leh! haha.. today i nv watch lotr part 3, damn it sia. i realised buy liao haven watch it. haha.. so new.. then tmr can go out liao, but tis few days kept raining. dunno wanna go out or not cos nid to bring umbrella, i lazy la umbrella so heavy.. hehe =x c tmr how's the weather ba, n most imptly got ppl pei me not..

must buy alot of things. tinking of buying another new hdd.. not enuff space to store my d/ls!! argh.. hmm, i tink tats all for today, i go monitor my d/ls liao..

sayonara..

spoke at : 11/23/2004 09:41:00 PM

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Something to recommend on jap anime n english music

if u guys watched japan anime, i would like to recommend u guys try watching 'Bleach' n 'Naruto'.. i tink both r nice to watch.. hehex.. late at nite, i still d/ling my music, etc.. lolx.. my com tis few days like switched on for very very long, even my mum started to kp me. haha, maybe really switched on too long tis time. everytime play game already long enuff le, who noes now its longer than b4. MUM! wait till i finished d/ling then i cut down.. kekekeke.. btw if any1 of u noes where to d/l 'yugioh' anime must tell me leh(Bit torrent). can tag me to inform me.. ok?! pls! haha, i still abit 'kid'ish but i tink yugioh is quite nice to watch. had been trying to locate it but cant find.

another thing is abt music i d/led.. i tink Daredevil OST not bad leh.. can try d/ling it to listen. there were oso some music done by a guy named 'Jin'. u can try d/l too, not bad.. maybe tmr i'll c wats more to d/l, lol.. if i tink nice, i'll broadcast here again. but i mainly d/l anime tis days cos file size bigger. those small small 1 very fast so later then d/l ba.

a few more days to freedom! longing for tat day.. alot of things to buy.. maybe if got time jio ppl out play pool or billiard. i tink i became noob liao cos too long nv play le.. abt a few mths le ba, kinda long.. at home i had been watching vcds when i alone nth to do. the lord of the ring already finish watching part 1 n 2 liao le. later in the afternoon, i'll b watching part 3!!.. 1 day watch 1 part. nid to kill time while waiting for my d/ls to finish.

sian leh now, so quiet.. nth to do.. look out the window cant even see a cat or dog.. mice n rats sqeaking oso dun hav.. not even a human seen out there.. wah seh.. 1st time like tat. so damn wierd n quiet.. how? wat to do? i very boring!!

spoke at : 11/23/2004 01:23:00 AM

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Monday, November 22, 2004

it sounded so nice.. so beautiful..

if.. if i were the rain.. that binds together the earth and sky, whom in all eternity never mingle.. would i be able to bind 2 hearts together? (Taken from 'Bleach')

spoke at : 11/22/2004 01:26:00 PM

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Sunday, November 21, 2004

wat to do

very boring day but heng i d/led some jap anime n copy some shows from yip's hdd to my com.. tis few days had been relying on these shows to kill time.. it really helped alot.. lolx.. but today i finished watching the very last 1 liao.. now d/ling new 1.. 2days le d/l till 47% only, so slow.. still hav to d/l a date wif a vampire 3 leh.. sian man.. dunno y i still not playing my games like dota. then my mum still dun let me go out yet, nid to wait for 2 more days. holidays going to end le, 3weeks wasted just like tat. nv enjoy.. *sigh

tinking alot lately too n felt i getting more evil le.. eh really leh.. dunno y, die le die le.. like sometimes gd guy sometimes bad guy.. i really not acting in front of ppl leh, just sometimes my way of thinking just changed suddenly.. but there were oso times tat i kicked out tat evil thoughts. must have discipline sia. but 1 thing for sure is tat i m really not a forgiving person. i can forget those bad things ppl did to me n b friendly wif them doesnt mean i forgave them.. tats me la.. but so far those ppl i still treat them quite gd la unless they 'harm' me again or wat ba. but there was a few times i just c tat person not happy lor. dunno get it y then i just say something bad wif hidden meanings lor. hope u ppl noe wat i toking abt. i very bad hor.. hmm i tink so too cos i habour evil thoughts.. eh m i really tat bad?

then i tinking those ppl sometimes said 不要讲别人，你自己也好不到那里。i sometimes oso like tat say ppl but me leh? oso not gd until where mah.. sometimes i wanna shoot ppl then like tat say, sometimes i wanna help ppl then like tat say. can b gd, can b bad. but if its for goodness, saying tat oso doesnt mean ourself very gd mah, y we tink we got the right to tok to ppl like tat.. thinking of tis makes me very confused.. its like saying tat sentence w/o tinking or hesitation as if ourself very gd like tat.. then oso hurt ppl's feelings.. *sigh

stay at home too many days liao, felt like i lost communication wif the outside world n my frens.. haha wierd tinking.. n oso dunno when my unlucky streak will end.. though the bad things happening now arent as bad as b4 but sad to say tat they were still bad things.. hope it end soon.. 3 mths liao leh still torture me not enuff mah? maybe i have really been wat i said just now, an evil person ba. then maybe heaven wanna punish me for habouring evil thoughts ba.

i tired le.. gtg slp.. tmr is a new day..

spoke at : 11/21/2004 01:35:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

bored..

very bored 2day.. nth to do.. din play games oso.. listening to my songs whole day.. longing to go out..

spoke at : 11/17/2004 05:40:00 PM

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Monday, November 15, 2004

better..

hmm, i m fine now.. hehe.. no sore throat no fever.. hope nth pops out again pls, let me enjoy my little small hoildays can? but i m ugly now so cannot go out =x haha, red spots all over me but lesser liao. but those on my face doesnt got lesser, only those on my body did get lesser. maybe it takes time, hopefully by 19/11 all gone. then i can go shopping n go 4i gathering. wahahah.. but leh i dun tink can go la so no high hopes.

fyp finally handed in le, wierd sia.. suprisingly, my fren said the supervisor din scold him. keke, tats gd news ya? n 2day whole day din play dota, abit sick of it le.. maybe i'll rest for awhile n wait until there's a big grp of frens then play together. then it'll b a test of 'skills'. most likely should b more fun or should i say 'unfun' by then. y i say so? cos sometimes i hate losing. depends lose to who la if i noe i can win, i'll try to make sure i win. dunno y i play game oso play until so serious but i try to take it easy. frens after all man..

tis few days seldom contact alot of ppl too. hmm wondering how they r doing. normally im the 1 finding ppl to go out, do things, hang ard. hardly got ppl find me out 1. got la a few only lor. 1 of the reasons is tat i really dun hav a huge network of frens. another reason is tat there r oso some particular frens i dun or seldom ask them out 1. is not tat i din contact them la just din ask them out lor. dunno y leh. other reasons might be tat maybe im not those 'fun' kinda person.. i actually tink im those 'boring' type which i tink is quite true. i dunno how to communicate la, really. but still i hav to admit tat after coming to poly, im a louder person wif some quietness. hehe.. ^^

then to strangers i tink i not thick skinned enuff.. sometimes dunno y i cant bring myself to speak up, i'll b tinking n tinking for a very long time.. deciding wat to do, all sorts of things.. im a guy wif alot of fears u noe.. hahaz, but then sometimes i suddenly will feel like speaking up 1, oso dunno wat motivates me to do all tat. wierd huh? i tink so too. i tink tat tis is a gd point for me to change myself to a much more hmmz.. 'interactive person'? cos at least sometimes i dare to speak up ya. should work towards tis 'be more thick skinned' direction, should i? (o_0)?

anyway im fine now n chicken pox no more.. thanks for those who care to ask me abt my well being.. u guys tk care too.. miss u guys lots.. ^_=

spoke at : 11/15/2004 11:12:00 PM

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Friday, November 12, 2004

worst worst worst

sux man.. guess wat i got when i woke up tis morning? CHICKEN POX!!!!!!! argh.. wth is tis.. so suay.. can play bball liao now become must stay at home. wanna shopping oso cannot. then 20/11 got gathering, dunno can go not =\ *sigh

spoke at : 11/12/2004 09:26:00 AM

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Thursday, November 11, 2004

bad bad bad

sian man.. dun dare to go out sia. my headache wun go off.. 2days liao le. dunno y like tat. sad.. ytd like learn tat my wonderful grp members haven passed up our fyp proj. then tmr ask me join them go sch passed up. wth man.. i finish my part dunno how long ago liao.. then they told me haven passed up.. wtf r they doing.. tmr sure kanna scolded by supervisor 1. now i already loss form on my flash mx liao.. totally dun feel like doing when they told me haven passed up yet. sux man..

spoke at : 11/11/2004 10:53:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

nearly got sick

woah.. ytd play 6 hrs of lan game. long time din play at LAN shop so long liao. then dunno y play 30mins like tat felt very cold. then very tired n weak. then went home tat time slight fever. heng i clever =x i went home took medicine 1st. hehe.. then 2day alrite le. not hot le my forehead =D i tink is bcos of the weather ba. weather not gd.. 2day oso raining so i din go out. my mum oso dun wan me go out, told me rest at home.. sian leh. dunno wat to do at home, lazy to do my game oso. sux man, even if i wanna continue doing, i duno i remember how to do it or not.

nowadays my frens jio go play LAN game always 3-4 ppl only. abit sian.. longing for 10 ppl go. then can play 5v5.. like tat then shiok. then the day b4 ytd went to bugis area walkwalk. then at adidas n nike shop saw bball shorts. feel like buying sia. adidas 1 is ber recommend 1. he bought liao then told me very comfortable to wear. then nike 1 is new arrival, nice sia. morever, i tink nx week or the week after nx, i feel like starting to play bball le. doc oso ask me to exercise but not too much la. gradually increase the amount. no skilll liao le me, jump oso palm cannot hit board liao only fingers touch abit nia. layup oso like shit. tat time at poly play oso lose to ppl.. sian 1/2 man. stamina oso gone now like old man.. =\ tink i'll stop here n blog nx time ba.

spoke at : 11/10/2004 01:32:00 PM

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Sunday, November 07, 2004

7/11/04

today went yip's house early afternoon at 11pm+.. darren, chong n vin came too.. so long nv c vin le.. he din change a single bit.. lol, still as crappy. then at there play dai dee n 3-player chinese chess. i noe chinese chess to some ppl might b a boring game. i myself a chinese chess noob found tis 3-player chinese chess quite fun leh.. nid alot of tinking de. hehe.. got 1 rd me, chong n yip played 1hr+ sia.. dunno how to win plus i sometimes cant tink of move i will anyhow play 1. then accidentally ruin their plan sometimes. hehe.. then after tat play 1 rd of dota lor. but then at his house i felt abit sian sian 2day. dunno wat's coming up ahead of my life man. abit scared.. =
chong going overseas on tuesday le.. hope can find the sumbody's bday present there cos i cant find it in 3-4 converse shops tat i had been to. sian sia, so hard to find 1. dunno how. tmr vin jio me n frens go bugis dunno for wat.. maybe i go there look for the bag ba. hmm.. hope tmr will b another gd day.

spoke at : 11/07/2004 11:17:00 PM

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yesterday n today

hah.. ytd when red cross campfire.. quite fun.. sing cheers, etc.. then saw huiling, june,weimin n peiyi.. so happy to c them.. hmmz.. ard 10.30pm went off le.. go home slp.. lolx. then 2day morning go chong's house format his com. then yip came too. haha.. teach me n chong play 3 person chinese chess.. fun sia.. then after tat we jio weiliang, kangfu, darren go grandlink play dota! hahaz. very fun sia, long time din like tat play liao. not much to say actually. cos my day really like tat only. tmr going yip house.. heard got 1 ger going.. so excited.. lolx.. make frens mah.. looking forward to it. hope i dun make a fool of myself.. keke.. gtg.. tk care ppl..

spoke at : 11/07/2004 02:03:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 03, 2004

last paper..

yay.. finish last paper lo.. damn it, im so tired.. finally can rest liao sia. but then leh, still gonna do fyp.. hmmz, hope still got mood to do.. haha, if not supervisor going to scold my grp again. i go play game le!!

spoke at : 11/03/2004 05:29:00 PM

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Monday, November 01, 2004

haiz.. sian..

wah lao.. sian man 2day.. knn, tink fail 1 paper liao. i should said 1 module!! damn it man.. i can pass 1.. tat stupid wireless networking paper.. mcq i dunno but section B 5 out of 6 questions i noe how to do! then got 1 question on encryption i forgotten abt the features! tmd, i tot u memorised until very zai liao 1 yet i forgotten.. so fed up. i was ask to name the 6 features. i only remembered 2!! the 2 longest 1.. short short 1 i all forgotten.. argh!!! i really hope to get minimum an E for tis module.. cant fail tis man or else i repeat.. fuck up sia. everytime go in exam room, quite confident 1.. 2day dunno y like shit.. no confient, forgot to wear my fav ring.. then hair like shit.. i din even shave tis whole mth.. my image is totally a 0 mark.. ahhhh..

*sigh* wed last paper liao.. hardest to pass of all modules.. overall average for tis "computer hacking" module for the whole DCNT course was ard 30+/100 for mid term test.. sounded like a joke rite? its true, heard from my fren 1.. i was shocked too. dunno how sia.. i must pass quite well for the coming paper just to get an overall pass.. wtf m i doing man.. results getting worse yr by yr..

spoke at : 11/01/2004 11:10:00 PM

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