hmm, i m fine now.. hehe.. no sore throat no fever.. hope nth pops out again pls, let me enjoy my little small hoildays can? but i m ugly now so cannot go out =x haha, red spots all over me but lesser liao. but those on my face doesnt got lesser, only those on my body did get lesser. maybe it takes time, hopefully by 19/11 all gone. then i can go shopping n go 4i gathering. wahahah.. but leh i dun tink can go la so no high hopes.

fyp finally handed in le, wierd sia.. suprisingly, my fren said the supervisor din scold him. keke, tats gd news ya? n 2day whole day din play dota, abit sick of it le.. maybe i'll rest for awhile n wait until there's a big grp of frens then play together. then it'll b a test of 'skills'. most likely should b more fun or should i say 'unfun' by then. y i say so? cos sometimes i hate losing. depends lose to who la if i noe i can win, i'll try to make sure i win. dunno y i play game oso play until so serious but i try to take it easy. frens after all man..

tis few days seldom contact alot of ppl too. hmm wondering how they r doing. normally im the 1 finding ppl to go out, do things, hang ard. hardly got ppl find me out 1. got la a few only lor. 1 of the reasons is tat i really dun hav a huge network of frens. another reason is tat there r oso some particular frens i dun or seldom ask them out 1. is not tat i din contact them la just din ask them out lor. dunno y leh. other reasons might be tat maybe im not those 'fun' kinda person.. i actually tink im those 'boring' type which i tink is quite true. i dunno how to communicate la, really. but still i hav to admit tat after coming to poly, im a louder person wif some quietness. hehe.. ^^

then to strangers i tink i not thick skinned enuff.. sometimes dunno y i cant bring myself to speak up, i'll b tinking n tinking for a very long time.. deciding wat to do, all sorts of things.. im a guy wif alot of fears u noe.. hahaz, but then sometimes i suddenly will feel like speaking up 1, oso dunno wat motivates me to do all tat. wierd huh? i tink so too. i tink tat tis is a gd point for me to change myself to a much more hmmz.. 'interactive person'? cos at least sometimes i dare to speak up ya. should work towards tis 'be more thick skinned' direction, should i? (o_0)?

anyway im fine now n chicken pox no more.. thanks for those who care to ask me abt my well being.. u guys tk care too.. miss u guys lots.. ^_=