tinking of it makes me feel very sad.. m i going to cry? m i doubting my own knowledge? ppl doubting my knowledge? was it true tat i was tat stupid to ppl who noe me? m i so stupid to tat kinda extent tat i din even noe wat's an Access Point? y ppl asked me abt things i had learnt b4 but i cant ans? y when i fed up i can ans everything? was everything i learnt gone into waste? should i read up on all my bks again? wat the hell i learnt in SP all tis yrs? nth or there's something but i din realised? do i really noe more than derric? y must ppl doubt my abilities? m i not confident ennuff? if im not, how the hell i always scored so well in my practical? y? m i really tat lousy?