Sunday, December 11, 2005
long time no blog man.. jus pop-ed on 6th of dec.. im starting to miss my bmt life. life was so gd in there, lived my days so fully inside tekong camp. did exercises, running, IPPT, SOC, footdrill competition champ, etc.. so much fun~! i tink now is the real beginning of my NS life.. wondering which unit i'll be posted to.. so sian when i thinking where i will go, what i'll do, is the ppl there fucked up or wat.. alot alot more.. *sigh..last few days i was with my wonderful gf.. so happy to see her that i gave her a big big hug.. we went out to chat, eat, watch some movies n stuffs.. she's ermz.. still the same, just that she gained some weight over brisbane.. haha, i wondered why.. she's not that kind that eats alot or maybe i didn't see it.. we went to meet jeff n shawn too, ate BK.. haha, so glad that their doing fine.. except that jeff now is working in another company instead of DA. he quitted dunno how many weeks ago.. now let shawn so lonely, sian, sad, etc.. over at DA.. lols.. god bless him~! really wondering how's the job market outside.. my gf wanted to find a job, shawn looking for a job too.. alot of ppl looking for jobs.. is it really that hard to find one or ppl are too choosy abt jobs? i tink both.. its either pay too low or they dun like that job.. haha thats what i personally think.. i think i might be somebody who is choosy on jobs as well.. hmm... hard to say.. my mum had been asking me what i wanna do when i ORD.. isn't that something too early to ask? Government already planned my 2 yrs of life for me.. now its only the 1st 3mth only.. there's still a long way to go Mum.. stop asking.. i dun wanna think so much oso. it will be a great headache. but still i will have to think sooner or later.. *sigh.. this is life..its like a cycle going round n round.. almost everybody's doing the same thing. work work work.. jus for $ in order to raise a family, pay bills, buy things for their love ones n for themselves, houses, child, etc.. so stressed so irritating by all this stuffs which eventually i will go thru too. im like stuck inside this age limit which ranges in the middle. its like a turning point of my life, wondering which way to go n soon that path will lead me somewhere in my future, in the society and to my destiny i should say. my mum n sis said that im a happy-go-lucky guy waiting for things to happen.. to be more precise waiting for gd things to happen.. ha.. its abit true but sometimes i worked hard too like days in DA while i was working. but in the end i got nth.. NTH~! whats my reward over there? i worked ard 9mths over there, i only got incentives for a mth n nth else other than my basic pay. the working environment there actually wasn't that bad. maybe its the ppl. although i can endure most of the nonsense by the management but there wasn't any teamwork at all. sad to say. so hard to work together sometimes over there.acutally i thought of going back there to work after i ORD but then will they take me in? will i be happy wokring over there? i dunno.. on the other hand, i dunno whether to work or to study. study needs money u know. and this brings us back to the cycle.. work work wor, blah blah.. sucks man.. but one thing for sure is that we all need cash.. haha.. welcome to the real world.. NS pay is low.. sometimes i might be in need to cash man.. will government allow me some advancement? hehe..hmm.. im still as skinny as before though i gained 2kg after pop. still thinking how to gain more weight n muscles.. its a cold weather today, tink i go make some hot coffee to warm myself.. stay tune for the nx post? haha.. i'll see abt it..
Moral courage is standing up for what's gd n lying down for what's bad..
kAkA.hUnTeR
spoke at : 12/11/2005 04:10:00 PM
