Tuesday, December 19, 2006
i was f***
hey.. here i am sitting on my chair blogging again.. alot happened last week.. i was really tired out, stressed, frustrated, etc, etc... even when i reached my bunk, i don't feel like doing anything. i just went to bathe, came back change to dry clean clothes and just lay on my bed. staring at the ceiling fan wondering why was i posted there, why was i so unlucky this few months. wrist aching, feet aching, back aching. even 1 day before i booked out, my superior had to squeeze me. Mistakes i made that day...i can't believed it. my mind must be sleeping while my body was awake. i was awarded 1 beautiful sentence very commonly heard in army, also a sentence long time people never used on me. "you better wake up your fucking idea you understand!!". it always scared me without fail.so tiring working there now.. this cannot that cannot.. 9 more months to ORD.. hmm.. long way......kAkA.hUnTeR
It's not what it was before.
spoke at : 12/19/2006 06:35:00 PM